I woke up today, oh it's been a long days already and its only 4 o clock.
Ridiculous right? I don't know what to tell you, I am honestly so tired. these lungs are getting older & older by the second, this smoke that runs through my body and tears away at it slowly. I don't have the desire to quit, not yet anyways. maybe soon enough my grown up adult decisions will kick in, but for right now I am young and wild and free. who needs all that bullshit anyways? all it ever gets me is trouble, trying to answer to the people who think they know what is best for me. There is no way that they could know.
I have been off of work for the past 3 DAYS and it is driving me crazy, I need that activity in my life, the whole getting up early and getting ready. It's a hate/love relationship. haha.
maybe seeing an old friend tonight, who knows?
:))
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