"Now that a few unworthy people who were sucking up all my free time are basically out of it. I will try My best to get you back into it!"

WHAT bullshit is this. you are almost a fucking adult, don't blame other people for your choices you dumb shit. You chose that road, you chose those friends and those things that you did, so don't blame anybody else for your stupid childish mistakes.

GROW the fuck upp.